Baab awwal : galat taaruf, galat taasur

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Felicita

Vurria sapè ched'è chesta parola,

vurria sapè che vvò significà.

Sarrà 'gnuranza 'a mia,

mancanza 'e scola,

ma chi ll'ha 'ntiso maje annummenà?!

Happiness!

I would like to know what this word is,

I would like to know what it signifies.

Perhaps it's my ignorance,

Or my lack of education,

But has anyone ever heard of it?!

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Usne andhere mein ek or kadam badhaya or apne yakh tande paon se aage ka rasta tatola yakdam uske paon se koi cheese guzri usne nice dekha to sitaro ki roshni mein ek siyyah rang ka saanp apne zeher ki numaish krta hua guzar gya.

Vo tathki magar sambhal gyi...sitaro ki roshni or wazae hogyi thi yun lagraha tha mano safaid pariya utar kar zameen ki orr aarahi ho....uski ankon ki chamak me izafa hua tha

Roshni ke madham hone se pehle use sabse uchai tak jana tha magr vo faisla nhi kar pa rahi thi ki akhir uske nice jo zameen hai vo itni sakht kyu thi

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Vo dono ek 5 Star restaurant me bethi baate kar rahi thi tabhi unka khana serve kar dia gya tha..

..bhoori ankhon wali vo ladki jisne nafasat se wing eyeliner se apni ankon ki khubsurti or Roshan ki thi

usne churi se chicken burger ke tamaam chote chote tukde kie..

uske saamne bethi seher ne use dekha or muskura di....vo ladki ab bhi apni puri tawajja us burger per malbus krke bethi thi jese usse zururi koi kam dunya me ho Hi na......

jab usne tamaam tukde kar diye to yakdam aankon ko Band krlia....seher jaanti thi vo kya kar rahi hai...

vo khane se pehle dua ker rhi thi or Jab uska favourite khana hua karta tha to vo or purjosh hokr lambi dua krti thi....

.dua padhkr usne apne niqab ko zara sa uthaya or burger ke chote tukdo me se ek khane lagi.....

Seher janti thi ke uski dost ab koi lafz muh se adaa nahi keregi balki burger ka zayka ankhen Band krker legi....

uski aadat thi Jab bhi bohot zaykedaar khana khati to apni gardan ko peche kar vo ankhen Band krlia kerti

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Sheyan meri zara si baat mano or haami bhar do....vo aygi to tumhe seedhe raste pe lejaegi....bus ab shadi karlo chahe humari pasand se ya apni pasand se

Mummy ka lehja narm or ilteja Wala tha

"mummy mera Man nahi hai abhi sahi waqt aane per kerluga or wese mai itna Kya bigda hua hon ke koi ladki mujhe aakr seedha kare "

Khadija mazher ke kaano ME apne eklote ladle bete ki dheemi purwakar magar shaararti awaz goonji thi jo sirf kuch hi logo ke samne apni ye wali personality aashkar karta tha

"Tumne kabhi hamari baat nahi maani...or humne aajtak tumper sakhti nahi ki.....Kya humne tumhare kisi faisle ya choices per kabhi aitraaz kia?.....

ya kabhi tumhare career ko apne tareeke Se mold kia ho..... Ab agr ek cheez krne ko keh rahe hai to tum vo khushi bhi nahi desakte......"

Unhone khafa hokr kaha

"Mummy agr aap mujhe meri choice per tana mar rahi hai to vo to mai aapke aitraz kerne ke bawajood bhi hota or career me mudhakhlat to koi bhi nahi krskta tha kyuki mujhe humesha se hi khudke business me

dilchaspi rahi hai or agr bat shadi ki hai to vo mai aapko kuch dino mein batduga kyuki mujhe sochne ke lie waqt chahiye......

Mai abhi zehni tor per tayar nahi hu kisi bade change ke lie atleast mai mentally prepare to hojau "

Use mummy ko talne ke lie yehi hathkanda istemal kia

Khadija begum apne bete se waqif thi ki agr vo keh rha hai to yani Vo zarur krega

Mummy ke chehre per itminan numaya hua tha or vo uska matha chumker vaha se chali gyi thi

Sheyan apni mummy ki harkat per pyar bhari muskurahat ke siwa kuch na ker saka

Dunya mein esa koi nahi tha jo sheyan mazher ko kayal ker saka ho......uski family khasa liberal thi magr unke yaha per ye kabile aitraaz tha ki sheyan ek atheist tha iske bawajood ke uske ghar ke sabhi fard amli musalman the.....agr vo sheyan na hota to mazher malik apne eklote bete ka atheist hona kabhi qubool na karte magr jawaan aulad ko kayal karna vo bhi Tab Jab vo sunna Hi na chahe ye mumkin nahi tha.

Zindagi kabhi bhi itni meherban to kisi per bhi nahi hoti magr sheyan mazher zindagi or Allah se behad khafa tha

Insan ko esa kyu lagta hai ki vo dunya me asaisho ka maza uthane ke lie bheja gya hai?

Ye ke har cheez usi ke mutabik hogi ya fir ye ke puri dunya khush hai Bus usi ke sath bura ho raha hai?

Insan ka dunia me bheje jane ka sabab to yehi tha ke vo azmaya jayga ya azmaish banaya jayga.....

phir apne amaal ke mutabiq nawaza jayga to phir Jab use dunya ki chakachond ankho ke parde per chhaane lag jati hai

to vo apne maqsad

ko bhul jata hai or sochta hai ki use to yha jeene ke lie utara hai....

vo to amar hai or hisaab? Vo to usse hoga HI nahi kyuki usper to bus zulm hua hai or hisab sirf zalim se hote hai jo vo to hai HI nhi

Vo bhul jata hai ke zindagi to apne aap me allah ki taraf se ek neymat hai.....

.Allah ne hume zindagi di taki hum uski rehmat ka samna kerske, halato me ,azmaisho mein ...

.Kya tumhari sanse rehmat nahi hai?

Tumhare apne jo zinda hai! Hifazat se? Ya vo rizq jise tum bhul sakte ho magr razzaq vo tumhe Dena nahi bhulta ! Ya har vo cheez jo tumhe aaram DE ya be aaram kare! Han be arami hi hume sukoon ki ahemiyat ka tajurba krati hai.....

Azmaishe Hi Allah ki rehmato ka andaza or talab karati hai

Hum kyu sochte hai ki dunya me hume jannat mil jaygi?

Agr dunya me sab hota to phir jannat ka Kya fayda isi lie jinhe dunya me jannat miljati hai unhe akhirat me jahannum hi chun na padta hai kyuki yehi asool hai ki

jannat ek hi hogi ya to vo jo rab ne tayyar ki hai ya vo jo tumne dunya ko Man lia

Sheyan ko mazhab me dilchaspi isi lie nahi hui kyuki use asal mazhab se aashkar Hi nahi kiya gya ya......jab uska islam se tarruf hua tha tabhi usne sirf munafiqo ko musalman hote or gunah kerte dekha tha jise allah se khafa hone ka moka chahiye tha uska dil to fir gya tha

Ek baat jo ahem hai vo ye hai ki galat taaruf hi galat taasur hai

Allah ka sahi taaruf ye insan kabhi kara Hi nhi skte or isliye galat taasur peda hojata hai or hum insan rabb ka taaruf mangne uski makhlooq ke pass kyu jate uske pas hi kyu nhi

Kyuki uski utari kitab sirf ek insan ke hidayat ke lie nahi balki jahaan bhar ke lie utari hai

Bacho ko bachpan se sikaya jata hai ki agr ye kroge to allah marega or vo kroge to allah marega or unke dimag me allah ko kisi zalim rab ki Image bnakr pesh ker dete hai jo ki allah hai hi nhi

Unhe ye kyu nhi sikhate ke allah rehm krta hai or maaf bhi krta hai......

mohobbat krta hai or khyal bhi magr hum unhe bachpan se hi galat taruf dete hai or galat tasur bhi

insan agr apna wajood yad rakhe to rab ko bhi kabhi nahi bhulta

akhir rab kho to nahi sakta na! shayad Zor zaberdasti krne Se bhi kabtak vo islam ko Manta Jab islam uske dil me utara hi nahi gya tha.....

Usne Islam ke naam per sirf mazhebi dikhne Wale munafiq log apne aas pas dekhe the.....

Usne apna waqar khoya tha.....izzat kho Di thi

vo jo islam ka hawala dekr apne aib chupate the un logo ke bais ....magar yeah to islam nahi tha ye to log the jo khudka dafa krne ke lie islam ko jabr pesh ker te hai

yun kaho ye log mazheb per chalne Wale log nahi the balki mazheb ko apne hisaab se chalane Wale log the.....because if a sinner blames the God and religion,the fault lies in him not the God and the religion

Khami ghafur me nahi balki uske gunehgar bando me hai

Or shayad insan ke apne plans Jab nakamyab hone lag jate hai ya uski duaen iski behetri ke lie puri nahi hoti to vo rabb se ese Hi muh mod leta hai

Insan to bas nafarmani krne ke lie moke or bahane dhundta hai

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Zawaal ka waqt tha jab aasman neeli roshni me duba tha or suraj sar jhukae uthne ko tayyar tha magr barish ne sakhti krdi thi

Usne khidki ke panels se fajr ka waqt khtm hote dekh bahir jane ke lie sar par pada dupatta jo kuch der pehle namaz me kas ke banda tha vo hataya or apne kamar se aate Bhure balo ko jude me lapet

Vo sirf baal nhi the balki uska khazana tha

Tum agr uske baal dekhlo to ek baar unhe choone ko zarur dil chahega or nafasat se kati curtain bangs chehre ke aitraaf me padi husn oar badha rhi thi

Dheeme se usne androoni darwaze ke sare locks ko khola or dheemi aahat se jese hi bahir aayi uske jism me thandi hawa phuaar bankr barsi thi

Uski nose ring Se saji naak me gulab ke taza surkh phulo ki khusbhoo ne mood or khushgawar kia tha

Ghaas per paon rkhte hi barish ke nanhe katre zameen se uske pao me mehsus hue

Usne aasman ko dekha or allah ka shukr kia

Zindagi kuch aam si mehsus hone lag gyi thi

Kitabo ka dher ab raddi me tha

Notes kha rkhe hai ab prwa nhi thi

Topics cover krne se kitne reh gye use hosh nhi tha

Use to ab sab aam lagg rha tha

Zindagi jitni gair aram uske lie thi ab shyd khyalo ne kuch or sukoon uske andr tk utar dia tha

Yeh agaz tha ek nai shurwat ka

Ek azmaish se nikal dusri azmaish ka

Ya to urooj se zawal tk ka ya zawaal se fir zawaal tak ka kyuki arsa hua tha ki usne urooj dekhna hi chod dia tha

June ke akhri din the yani barsat ka agaz

Use barsat jitni pasand thi utna Hi use bura waqt shiddato se yad aata tha

Har barish uske aasuon ki gawah jo bni thi

Magr ab kam yaad ata tha kyuki vo zimal thi

Kyuki vo zindagi thi or sabse badi baat ki vo zinda thi

Or agr tum bas zinda ho to vhi tumhe shukr krne ka sabab De deta hai or vo to phir khush bhi thi to vo nashukri hokr khudper dhero lanat bhjdeti

Barish ki nanhi bunde uske khurdare hotho me jazb hoi thi

Uske hoth kabhi bhi chapped na ho esa ho HI nhi skta kyuki vo chahe khali bethi ho ya preshan ho ya kuch soch rhi ho....bedhyani mein vo unhe chabati rehti thi use aadat thi or yahan tak ki vo khun bhi nikal deti thi or stressed dino me use apne khudke hoth mehsus hi nhi hote the magr iske bawajod bhi vo bure na the

Vo Barish ka maza le hi rhi thi ke apne kan ke niche kuch mehsus hua ......Koch der pehle Wala sukoon gayab hokr ajeeb sa khouf simat aya or vo kisi pagal ki trha apni gardan ko jhad rhi thi jese kuch reng rha ho

Magr lams naya nhi thi purana tha

.....jese hi use yaqeen hua ki kuch nhi hai vo normal hone ki koshish krne lagi

Vo esi hi thi.....khouf ko taari nhi hone deti thi ke khud khouf ko bhi usse khouf aaye

Waqt ne use udaas nahi azaab banaya tha

Usne gile balo me unglia phirai or Whatsapp khola or sabse upar 'rehmania centre of Islam'' nami

group ka update dekh use check kia

or uski ankhon me dher sara ishtiaq or khushi yakdam aa bethi

Rehmania ek international Saudi based islamic idara tha jo usne join kia tha jo dilli me ek seminar host kar rhe the jisme jawan volunteers ko moka dia ja rha tha jisme apni Man pasand ayat per tadabbur ka moqa dia gya tha jisme usne bhi apna naam darj kia tha or apni ek ayat per kia tadabbur pesh kia tha or vo select hogyi thi

Uske lie yea ezaaz ki baat thi kyunki itne logo me sirf 8 volunteers ko HI bolna tha or vo unme se pehli thi

Vo khush thi behad khush

Use moqa mil rha tha kuch esa krne ka ke vo allah ki nazro me ajaye

Vo ghanto bol skti thi kisi bhi ayat per or ab to use esa platform mil rha tha jaha vo humesha ke lie us manzar ko mehsus krlegi

Use sadqa e jaria karne ka itna bada moqa mil rha tha

Seher shi kehti hai ki uske lafz logo ke dilo me utarte hai....ya to kayal kerte hai ya mayal

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Usne apni lambi magr behad safed khubsurat unglio se kahtakhat type kerte hue ek notification khola or kisi seminar ki shirkat ka invitation khola jisme use guest of honor bankr dawat di jaa rhi thi

Usne die gye contact number per call ki or Sari details lekr haami bhr di

India me bohot kam ache islamic events hote the jinme ache mozu per baat ki jae or rehmania idara saudi ka tha to inkar to uske saudia ki beizzati hoti!

Usne sheyan ki aane vali call vasul ki or uske chehre per yakdam muskurahat ne jagha leli

Vo uska eklota yar tha uska jo zindagi me aitbar bunker aya tha naaki azaab bnker

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Author's note :

Chapter one that means wrong introduction is wrong impression revolves around the introduction to the protagonists of the story giving a meaningful and thoughtful lesson

Kindly cope with the plot as this is a very different yet life lesson based and is not typical story line dramatic one

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